Post dream

i just had one of the strangest dream.  you were informing me of your decision to get married, your exact words “tuloy na tuloy na”. and I was being my usual self and replied “baka naman pwede pa magbago isip mo”. and then I woke up, crying. 

the real story, you did got married almost six years ago. 

maybe the dream was a reminder that after all these years, yes, I have moved on with my life but I will never get over the fact that you have already found the love of your life 

Batanes is making me emotional. Time to pack my bag and return to reality

03.06.2020

four years after

Just because you're used to it, doesn't mean it doesn't hurt anymore

Yearender

2014 gave me so many things to be thankful of and last night, I only prayed for one thing: Acceptance. To be able to accept things that I cannot change, to understand what is not for me. Acceptance will allow me to be free from the shackles of denial and move forward in life. They say that today is the start of a new book, 365 pages of blank paper awaits me. I plan to fill it with notes about brand new opportunities, anecdotes of travels (yes, I plan on doing that Sagada trip), stories of new adventures, profile of new acquaintances, schedule of exciting activities and hopefully, details of something that I've been putting off for one year. Hello 2015!

happy 30th birthday G

tan tan tanan

My first love (not my 1st boyfriend) tied the knot last Saturday. I was having a hard time composing my tweet, my hands were shaking. And after seeing their pictures and on-site video, I was crying. Honestly, after seven years, a part of me still hoped that we will still end up together but maybe God has better plans for the two of us. Thank you CM for the love and for everything that you have taught me. I will always smile each time your name will come out. Your bride looked stunning, and her gown, so elegant. And wow, Manila Hotel? You really prepared for it :-)

I wish you two well.

She is your happy ending, and I am still waiting for mine to come.