shoutout

akala ko me hinihintay pa ko. true love waits and edures daw sabi nya, pero ako lang pala ang naghihintay... alam ko na, nabasa ko...i hope she makes you happy

the sweetest thing

check this http://profiles.friendster.com/4658738

translation:

Laarni

She is a very good friend of mine ... Even if you do not have met once since elementary school ... She is my best friend ... But I can say that most of the time I can not be with her or communicate with her because of my activities ... I love this girl from primary school ... Its just that when he crossed the new road to the other one of us is already wrapped around the arms of someone ... What ij *** ing hate her former boyfriend did to her ... Wage lang syang dadayo dito sa bulacan either ... All I can say is, no matter how long it will take for us to see each other ... Always remember that you can count on me ... I am still your panget best friend ... Until the end ... I love you I love you panget ...


carlong panget, thanks so much. touched ako, sobrang appreciated... kung di lang talaga masamang magwish na sana ay maghiwalay na kayo ni special someone mo para tayo na lang sana, gagawin ko. grabe effort! love you too!

Realizations

The realize-blah,blah,bl ah survey..

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I LOVE:.
♥ myself

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT MY LAST EX:.
♥ still affects me

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I SAY:.
♥. stupid things sometimes

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I HAVE:.
♥. to start again and accept things as it is

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I'VE LOST:.
♥. him forever

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I HATE:.
♥. that a part of me still wants to hope and hold on

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT MARRIAGE IS:.
♥. not coming in the near future

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT THE BEST:.
♥. is yet to come

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT LOVE:.
♥. means knowing when to let go and when to stop

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT THE LAST TIME I CRIED:.
♥. was yesterday. it was a very heavy experience, heart breaking

I'V E COME TO REALIZE THAT, WHEN I WAKEUP IN THE MORNING:.
♥.i should thank God for waking me upand giving me the
opportunity to make things right

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT BEFORE I GOTO SLEEP AT NIGHT:.
♥.i should think happy thoughts

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT RIGHT NOW:.
♥.i'm ok, not totally but at least it's a start

I' VE COME TO REALIZE THAT BABIES:.
♥. are blessings

I' V E COME TO REALIZE THAT TONIGHT:.
♥. is the start

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT TOMORROW:.
♥. will be another day towards moving on

I'VE COME TO REALIZE THAT I REALLY WANT:.
♥. to move on

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what's the worst thing than finding a worm in your apple?
Answer:finding a half eaten worm in the core

what's the worst thing in finding that your ex-boyfriend has deleted your testimonials to him?
Answer: finding that he already has a new girlfriend by his side.


i totally broke down into pieces. the person was the only girl in his featured friends list. i viewed her profile out of curiousity, and voila! his testimonial says it all. the testimonial maybe ordinary for some, but for me, finding the in initials "OAO" at the end is heartwrenching. "OAO" means "One And Only". i should know, i used to receive letters from him with those initials written at the end.

she is of my age, a student of UST's college of law, hails from pangasinan, and from his testimonial, a shop-aholic and a good and humble person.

it's been almost 9 months, pero para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig ng makita. siguro dahil sa gitna ng mga nangyari, umaasa pa din ako na babalikan nya ko at magiging maayos ulit lahat at bubuuin ulit namin ang mga plano at pangarap namin ng sabay.

christopher, morch, hon, mahal na mahal pa din kita. ansakit sakit na. kakayanin ko pa ba? sana oo. sorry kung hindi kita napasaya at nabigay ang mga kailangan mo. uulitin ko, ansakit ansakit.

eto ang realidad ng buhay. na kahit gaano mo kamahal ang isang tao, kahit na gaano mo pa ipilit ang sarili mo, kapag umayaw siya, wala ka ng magagawa para mapabago pa ang isip nya.

kahit gaano kadami ang luhang ilabas mo at pagmamakaawa na gawin mo, hinding hindi na siya babalik kahit kelan.

kailangan mo ng simulan kalimutan ang mundong ginalawan mo na kasama siya, kasama ng mga plano at pangarap na binuo mo kasama siya.

my baby

at last, the long wait is over. i finally found the one whom i will take care and cherish forever (if there is such thing)...

i will never forget November 11, 2007

meet my new baby, the love of my life

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baby, i promise that i will always take care of you. i'll try to provide everything that you will need.

*thank you Santa