spidey

until the very last minute, i was hoping for the impossible. but then again, wala pala talaga.

While on-board the plane pauwi ng Manila, i was crying uncontrollably. Wala na kong pakialam na tingin ng tingin na yung katabi ko sa akin. The hell with them, hindi naman na nila ako makikita ulit and hindi naman nila alam kung gaano kasakit yung pinag-dadaanan ko.

I texted you before boarding:

"until the very last minute, I was hoping for the impossible, but then again, wala pala talaga. ingat ka spidey"

but you never responded.

I am hurting so much....

a year after

In a few hours, i will be leaving Cebu. And i made a promise that i will leave everything and will never look back. But until the very last minute, i am still hoping for a change of heart, your heart.

It's been a year since i've said that i've left something in Cebu. It was my heart. And now, i will leave it again, broken and hurt, to start anew and maybe eventually find that special person who will make me realize why it didn't work for us. 

G, i'm hoping that this will be the last time i will be writing about you. I hope you find your "star". And if you do, please don't run away. I will envy the girl who will be able to make you fall in-love.

I'm now signing off.

-Laarni
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Cebu City 

HIMYM quote 5

"Kids you can ask the universe for signs all you want. But ultimately,we all see what we wanna see, when we're ready to see it"

- HIMYM season 5 ep 24

HIMYM quote 4

“You see, everyone’s got some baggage, it’s part of life. But like anything else, it’s easier when someone gives you a hand with it.”

-Ted Mosby, How I Met Your Mother season 5 ep 23

HIMYM quote 3

"What you and Tony have, what I thought for a second you and I had, what I know that Marshall and Lily have, I want that. I do.I keep waiting for it to happen.I'm waiting for it to happen.I guess I'm just tired of waiting.And that is all I'm going to say on that subject." -

Ted Mosby, How I Met Your Mother