Wednesday, October 31, 2007

10.31.07

I should have not viewed his friendster profile.... kung alam ko lang, sana pinabayaan ko na lang na hindi tingnan....


wala na mga testimonial ko sa kanya....


ansakit sakit, sobrang sakit



nagemail at nagtext ako, sabi ko gusto ko lang mangamusta, pero hindi nya ko sinagot....


it's been more than 6 months. akala ko ok na ko, na kaya ko na.


but, hindi pa pala. im still affected.


mahal na mahal pa din kita. ansakit sakit na

Tuesday, October 30, 2007

survewy galing friendster

Lets see if your strong enough toanswer all of this questions. If yourstuck in the same ground or moving onwith ur lyf.

~think of ur EX~

1. what his/her name?
~ CHRISTOPHER

2. do u know wer does he/she lives?
~ YES

3. if yes, where?
~ IN PARAƑAQUE

4. did u mit his/her parents?
~ OO

5. if yes,how does it feel?
~ OK NAMAN

6. if no, why?
~

7. what can you say abt his/her family?
~ OK LANG. I KNOW THEY DIDN'T LIKE ME

8. do you still have communication?
~ NOPE, INIIWASAN NYA KO

~ can you still remember?
~1. how did you mit?
~ C.A.T DAYS

2.where?
~ SA SCHOOL, KNEW HIM SINCE HIGHSCHOOL

3. when did you become lovers?
~ JANUARY 8, 2003, JULY 11, 2003

4. How often do u see each other?
~ FIRST 2 YEARS, ALMOST EVERYDAY KASI SINUSUNDO NYA KO. THE 3RD YEAR, ONCE A WEEK. PANG 4TH YEAR, NAGING TWICE A MONTH

5. can you name 5 mem. places with him?
~ INTRAMUROS
~ FARMER'S
~ ESP AND ADAMSON CHURCH
~ TUP
~ TAGAYTAY

6. explain why is it memorable?
~ INTRAMUROS - TAMBAYAN
~ FARMER'S - MEETING PLACE
~ ESP AND ADAMSON CHURCH - DITO KAMI NAGSISMBA
~ TUP - TAMBAYAN
~ TAGAYTAY - WE CELEBRATED OUR 2ND ANNIVERSARY HERE


7. describe him or her (physically)
~ WELL BUILT

8. his or her traits
~ SENSE OF HUMOR AND INTELLECTUAL

~ thats life
~1. how long did your relationship lasts?
~ 4 YEARS, 3 MONTHS AND 1 DAY

2. whats the reason behind your breakup?
~ HE FELL OUT OF LOVE

3. how long does it take u to acceptthat "its the end"?
~ IT'S BEEN 7 MONTHS, AND IM STILL TRYING TO ACCEPT IT

4. are you happier with him or w/o him?
~ THERE ARE TIMES THAT IM HAPPY WITH MY SITUATION, BUT THEN HERE COMES MOMENTS THAT I LONG TO SEE HIM

5. if you bump with each other whatwill you do?
~ PLANADO NA TO, MAGTATAGO AKO

6.song that reminds your rel. withhim?
~ MADAMI EH:
~ THE ONE YOU LOVE - PANG-ASAR NA RINGTONE NYA NUNG C.A.T. DAYS NAMIN
~ SMILE IN YOUR HEART - KINANTA KO HABANG TULOG SIYA PERO NARINIG PALA NYA
~ THROUGH THE YEARS


7. ar you still affected when youhear his name or see his pic?
~ VERY MUCH

8.have you moved on?
~ I DON'T KNOW, MAYBE IM TRYING BUT NOT VERY HARD

9. message to him/her~ I MISS YOU.

Saturday, October 27, 2007

habang nageextract ng file

just a quick update....

- it's already 1:43am and im still up, currently extracting the file given to me by the COMELEC district 2 office for the computerized voter's list of the 100+ barangays in district II Manila. it turned out, someone encoded the list in just one Word file! imagine, a Word document with a 322mb size and 6,599 pages!!! kawawa ang mga computer na ginagamit ko, 30minutes bago magbukas. hay... di man lang ginawa na per barangay ang file. hindi lang naman yun ang pumalya, the database that they gave me for the SK registration requires a database password! sabi ni manong COMELEC, balik na lang daw ako para ieextract nya. kamusta naman yun db? eh puro absent na ko.... kaya ayun, kapit sa patalim! hehehe! buti na lang me mga kaibigan ako na di nang-iiwan sa ere... tin asked somebody para ihack yung file! viola! in less than 10 minutes, bukas ang file! thanks khristine! anyway, nakaka-2000+ pages na ko. hope umabot sa sunday para magamit sa monday elections. pangatlong straight ko na to na walang tulugan, buti na lang i found a new friend... thanks espresso!!!

- last october 15, ma'am charlene asked me what are my plans...ininform ko kasi siya na mag-aaral na ko. eh naghahanap siya ng sakit sa ulo agad, dapat after office hours ko pa sasabihin na magreresign na ko. eh nagtanong, eh di sinagot ko. sabi ko magfufull time na ko effective december 15... ayun, me mga plano daw siya sa akin.... ipapahandle na daw nya sa akin lahat ng arts and crafts stuffs...pag-isipan ko daw mabuti... at ayun, offer na naman, baka naman daw gusto kong magpart time, sabi ko pag-iisipan ko pero actually, ayaw ko na talaga because of the following reasons:

1. ayaw kong magtrabaho sa mga taong walang tiwala sa mga tao nila (the Daily Summary Report incident wherein Ma'am Lala had me track down why the others (including moi) did not submit their DSR during the duration of her leave and asking me bakit matagal gawin ni ano ung ganito....haller! kung gusto mo masiguro ginagawa ng tao mo, huwag umalis!

2. gusto ko naman ng pahinga... kahit man lang yung tuwing sabado eh malibre.

3. gusto ko na din mag-aral ulit....

4. stagnant ako dun, marami ng na ipangako sa akin na ganito ganito per0 sa 10 pangako, 11 di natupad.

5. maganda yung sa inapplyan ko, it involves travel (sana nga lang matanggap ako!)

6. ayoko na ng tuwing magpapaalam ako na hindi makakapasok. ang laging tanong "madalas ba yan?"

As of kanina, andun na yung 2 bago. Pinapatrain na sa akin ni Ma'am pero sabi nya, it doesn't mean daw na yun na ang magiging kapalit ko kasi 2 years is 2 years (referring sa tagal ko sa company). Ipasa ko na daw yung resignation letter ko, and ano na daw sagot ko sa offer na magpart time - the answer is NO (pero di ko pa nasasabi :)

- brgy and sk elections are set on monday, oct 29.... kaya wala munang tulugan to hanggang sa monday night. buti na lang naka-leave na ko kinabukasan (oct. 30) yehey!!!

- starting nov. 5, balik estudyante ulit ako. i enrolled in the program master in public administration sa PUP. buti pinayagan ako na 12 units, monday to thusday ang pasok ko, 6-9pm! patayan na to! ok na yun, kesa naman yung every saturday lang ang klase pero 8:00am to 8:30pm! hehehe! honestly, sobrang excited ako.... at least im doing ok na.

yun lang muna.... sa susunod na lang ulit pag me time ako....