"hehehe tnx sis, i appreciate u, ur honesty, congrats, uve passed a step as a mature adult, handling difficult situations, opening up & being diplomatic abt. things, thank u 4d friendship, i luk 4ward 2d better days 2 come, 2log kn, aga p 2moro work mo, ako il just do sum things, ganun ako eh, gawin n now kesa pagpabukas pa :-) tc. gudnite & god bless"
Sender:
patrick yap.sfc
+639178265648
Sent:
00:01:23
Jun 27 2008
*All's well that ends well. looking at you last night while we were having our dessert made me realize that i am just attracted to you. thanks boss for putting things in a better perspective :)
Friday, June 27, 2008
Friday, June 20, 2008
verbatim
We were going out at least 2 times a week. Kwentuhan, kain, kwentuhan, kain, text messages, late night phone calls…. I tried hard na huwag mahulog talaga ang loob sayo dahil alam ko na wala naming chance na magustuhan mo ko. Biro ko nga sa mga kaibigan ko “masyado kang gwapo para sa akin”.... but i still fell for you. Masisisi mo ba ko kung mag-expect ako kahit konti na baka, baka sakaling me feelings ka din sa akin? Kaya I mustered all the courage I could get, tinanong na kita nung Saturday. I was not ready on what I have learned.... this is a painful experience, and im not proud of what transpired…
Text messages that changed my life…
May I be honest wid u? sorry ha, pro kc wen I said na special ka a month ago, I meant it. And kala ko, mw2la once I get to know u better. Pro d ipla, I know friends tayo and awkward dating sayo. But I jus wnt 2 let it out pra wla akong regrets na di ko cnabi. I really enjoy ur company, and it will be hard kung because of ds, u’l choose 2 put a distance bet. us. But I’l respect ur decision. Madrama ba? Epekto ng black gulaman”
Sender:
09166997835
14-June-2008
23:56:28
His reply:
“hehe cra ka sis, gud morning :-) kaya pala ayaw mo p ng reply ah. Ayaw mo mabara hehehe joke J honestly b4 p nhhalata ko n yan, through ur actions & words, kaso ang hirap nga gaya ng sabi ko sayo n mag assume din basta2, moreso2avoid a good friend, 2a guy double edge sword yan, damn fu do&dnt. La naman ako plan2avoid u, its fine wid me pero sis I hope ive made it all clear, im wid sumbodi & I dnt wana c d day dat we mite part ways just bec. of dis, help me but most of all help urself. I appreciate ur effort in telling d truth & 4 breaking d silence behind d unconcluded story, thank u very very much 4 ur honesty & friendship, I wish 2 know u more in d coming days, magayos muna ako ha, better get ready 4 our occasion, tc & god bless po :-)
Sender:
Patrick yap.sfc
+639178265648
07:37:53
Jun 15 2008
My reply:
“I just read ur msg. I have no plans of ”destroying” your, or anyone’s, relationshp. This was something na hndi ksama sa mga pnaplano ko. Kung ano ung pnakita ko sayo, un ako, no pretensions. And yes, it’s clear 2 me now. Ingat ka”
Sender:
09166997835
15-June-2008
15:51:32
His reply:
“teka teka sis… I can sense some misunderstanding, dko po cnsabing ud destroy my relationship, wat I sed was I dnt want our friendship 2 end bec. of dis, I think I sed it correctly naman, hope ive cleared d issue, k po b tayo? J kaya cgro deadma k kanina pa hehe kaw talaga, san k? nag grocery muna kami, nagsesenti parin mama ko s pagalis ng mga bata hehehe tc :-)”
Sender:
Patrick yap.sfc
+639178265648
16:10:41
Jun 15 2008
Dahil hindi ako nagreply, eto ang text nya kinabukasan:
”gud am sis, uve silent since l8 lastnite, I dnt rily know wat d prob. Is, all I want u2 know is dat nothings changed between us, wir stil friends. Its kinda awkward 4 me 2b txtn u dis way, parang guilty ako kc ive ur not txtn me I mustve done sumtin kaso I cant figure it out myself. I honestly dnt like d feeling kc uve done dis 2 me several times already in different occasions, I nhope u cud straighten me out wid dis, I dnt tink its fair dat im always @ receiving end of dis scenario, fu rily value me as a friend u wnt make me go on a wild goose-chase guessing wats happening. Hope u r doin fine, tc & god bless”
Sender:
Patrick yap.sfc
+639178265648
10:03:28
Jun 16 2008
I replied:
“hi, just finished my inspections. I just needed 2 rest my mind kya hndi ako ngre2ply khapon. I did not know na ur already wid somebody. Ang alam ko, ur dating. I guess pareho pla. Actually, I feel awful but I dnt regret anything. Thank you 4 d assurance dat everything is still ok wd us”
Sender:
09166997835
16-June-2008
11:22:58
His reply:
“it was a recent event, I never tot it wud mind kc I already told u dat I was havin sumtin wid sumone already & u wer aware naman. Its gud things r ok bet. us, tc, dnt 4get ur lunch.”
Sender:
Patrick yap.sfc
+639178265648
11:25:45
Jun 16 2008
Text messages that changed my life…
May I be honest wid u? sorry ha, pro kc wen I said na special ka a month ago, I meant it. And kala ko, mw2la once I get to know u better. Pro d ipla, I know friends tayo and awkward dating sayo. But I jus wnt 2 let it out pra wla akong regrets na di ko cnabi. I really enjoy ur company, and it will be hard kung because of ds, u’l choose 2 put a distance bet. us. But I’l respect ur decision. Madrama ba? Epekto ng black gulaman”
Sender:
09166997835
14-June-2008
23:56:28
His reply:
“hehe cra ka sis, gud morning :-) kaya pala ayaw mo p ng reply ah. Ayaw mo mabara hehehe joke J honestly b4 p nhhalata ko n yan, through ur actions & words, kaso ang hirap nga gaya ng sabi ko sayo n mag assume din basta2, moreso2avoid a good friend, 2a guy double edge sword yan, damn fu do&dnt. La naman ako plan2avoid u, its fine wid me pero sis I hope ive made it all clear, im wid sumbodi & I dnt wana c d day dat we mite part ways just bec. of dis, help me but most of all help urself. I appreciate ur effort in telling d truth & 4 breaking d silence behind d unconcluded story, thank u very very much 4 ur honesty & friendship, I wish 2 know u more in d coming days, magayos muna ako ha, better get ready 4 our occasion, tc & god bless po :-)
Sender:
Patrick yap.sfc
+639178265648
07:37:53
Jun 15 2008
My reply:
“I just read ur msg. I have no plans of ”destroying” your, or anyone’s, relationshp. This was something na hndi ksama sa mga pnaplano ko. Kung ano ung pnakita ko sayo, un ako, no pretensions. And yes, it’s clear 2 me now. Ingat ka”
Sender:
09166997835
15-June-2008
15:51:32
His reply:
“teka teka sis… I can sense some misunderstanding, dko po cnsabing ud destroy my relationship, wat I sed was I dnt want our friendship 2 end bec. of dis, I think I sed it correctly naman, hope ive cleared d issue, k po b tayo? J kaya cgro deadma k kanina pa hehe kaw talaga, san k? nag grocery muna kami, nagsesenti parin mama ko s pagalis ng mga bata hehehe tc :-)”
Sender:
Patrick yap.sfc
+639178265648
16:10:41
Jun 15 2008
Dahil hindi ako nagreply, eto ang text nya kinabukasan:
”gud am sis, uve silent since l8 lastnite, I dnt rily know wat d prob. Is, all I want u2 know is dat nothings changed between us, wir stil friends. Its kinda awkward 4 me 2b txtn u dis way, parang guilty ako kc ive ur not txtn me I mustve done sumtin kaso I cant figure it out myself. I honestly dnt like d feeling kc uve done dis 2 me several times already in different occasions, I nhope u cud straighten me out wid dis, I dnt tink its fair dat im always @ receiving end of dis scenario, fu rily value me as a friend u wnt make me go on a wild goose-chase guessing wats happening. Hope u r doin fine, tc & god bless”
Sender:
Patrick yap.sfc
+639178265648
10:03:28
Jun 16 2008
I replied:
“hi, just finished my inspections. I just needed 2 rest my mind kya hndi ako ngre2ply khapon. I did not know na ur already wid somebody. Ang alam ko, ur dating. I guess pareho pla. Actually, I feel awful but I dnt regret anything. Thank you 4 d assurance dat everything is still ok wd us”
Sender:
09166997835
16-June-2008
11:22:58
His reply:
“it was a recent event, I never tot it wud mind kc I already told u dat I was havin sumtin wid sumone already & u wer aware naman. Its gud things r ok bet. us, tc, dnt 4get ur lunch.”
Sender:
Patrick yap.sfc
+639178265648
11:25:45
Jun 16 2008
Friday, June 13, 2008
para mabura ko na
"hindi ko akalain, magagawa mo yun. Ngayon naniniwala na ko na gagawa ka nga ng paraan para hindi na ko makita at makausap. Pinadala ko yung mga text para lang ipakita na minsan, minahal mo din ako. Salamat sa mga bagay na pinagdaanan natin, salamat sa pagmamahal mo. Sa mga pagkukulang at pagkakamali ko, sana you'll find in your heart na patawarin ako. Sana sumaya ka na at sana matupad mo yung mga pangarap mo. Gustuhin ko man na ako ang unang tumawag sayo ng Atty. ________, alam kong niloloko ko lang sarili ko. For the last time gusto ko pa din maging honest sayo, im a broken person. Matatagalan bago ulit ako ngingiti. Ganun pa man, sana lagi mong maalala na minsan at hanggang ngayon, me taong tumanggap, nagmahal, tatanggap at patuloy na magmamahal sayo - laarni"
Recipient: 09276141624
Sent: 00:58:46
Apr 12 2007
"Tin, natauhan na ko. Kakayanin ko na to, alam ko it will be a slow and painful process of healing. Tama kayo, its time for me to finally let go and of him and the relationship. God has better plans for me. This too shall pass... salamat sa pagsama nyo"
Recipient:
Tin
+639178307570
Sent:
01:07:42
Apr 12 2007
*Update*
he already has a girlfriend. saw it in his friendster account. and by the looks of it, he seems so inlove with the her. puro pics na nila ng girl ang nakalagay... i admit i was hurt but what surprised me the most is the fact na hindi ako naiyak, not even a single tear. mature na! hehehe.
Recipient: 09276141624
Sent: 00:58:46
Apr 12 2007
"Tin, natauhan na ko. Kakayanin ko na to, alam ko it will be a slow and painful process of healing. Tama kayo, its time for me to finally let go and of him and the relationship. God has better plans for me. This too shall pass... salamat sa pagsama nyo"
Recipient:
Tin
+639178307570
Sent:
01:07:42
Apr 12 2007
*Update*
he already has a girlfriend. saw it in his friendster account. and by the looks of it, he seems so inlove with the her. puro pics na nila ng girl ang nakalagay... i admit i was hurt but what surprised me the most is the fact na hindi ako naiyak, not even a single tear. mature na! hehehe.
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