Thursday, January 27, 2011

letters to nowhere

G,
you texted me a while ago kung bakit hindi ako nagtetext. i said nagpapa-miss ako pero mukang hindi effective. as usual, you just laughed. nakaka-sakit na minsan yung ganun.
i'll be honest with you, i went on a date last night, and it made me feel good. somehow, he made me feel appreciated.
pero sabi ko nga, pansinin lang ako ng gusto ko (w/c by the way is YOU), hindi na ko magentertain ng iba.

pia

Wednesday, January 19, 2011

going the distance



sana tama ang decision ko...

Monday, January 17, 2011

tampo mode

G,

sabi nga sa isang forum dito, mababasa na din naman ako, magpapa-ulan na ko ng todo.
nakaka-tampo na kasi eh. minsan pakiramdam ko, importante ako sayo. minsan naman, parang ganito, wala lang.
pero wala naman akong magagawa, hanggang sa pagtatampo lang ang pwede kong gawin...

pia

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

random thoughts

"magmahal ka, kahit hindi ka man mahalin sa paraang gusto mo. Ang mahalaga, naging masaya ka kahit papano."

Saturday, January 08, 2011

this is me

While I can’t have you, I long for you. I am the kind of person who would miss a train or a plane to meet you for coffee. I’d take a taxi across town to see you for ten minutes. I’d wait outside all night if I thought you would open the door in the morning. If you call me and say ‘Will you…’ my answer is ‘Yes’, before your sentence is out. I spin worlds where we could be together. I dream you. For me, imagination and desire are very close.- Jeanette Winterson

G

G,
alam mo bang isa ka sa nagpapangiti sa mga araw na pagod na pagod ako? im always looking forward sa mga kwentuhan natin araw-araw. isa ka sa mga rason kung bakit naeexcite ako pag me kinalaman sa station mo ang pinag-uusapan sa office. at kaya ako nagpapaka-bait ngayon eh para maisama ako ni amo dyan pagdating ng forum..

masyado ko na-analyze ang lahat ng mga bagay at mga sinabi mo. nag-isip, kinilig at nag-assume na naman ako na maybe there is something more sa pinakikita mo. hindi ko naentertain yung possibility na baka sobrang friendly ka lang, or hilig mo lang manlande.

sana dinededma ko na lang, naki-ayon sa daloy na lang kumbaga, para hindi masyadong nahulog ang loob ko. hulog na hulog eh, hindi ako maka-ahon mag-isa.

hindi na talaga ko natuto. me medal na yata ako galing sa ASSUMPTIONISTA Inc...


p.s.
ngayon darating yung chef tony's popcorn na pina-air freight ko. enjoy mo na lang...

pia

Saturday, January 01, 2011

G

http://peyups.com/forums/topic.php?id=2969&page=6&replies=103#post-212977


G,
medyo matagal na din akong hindi nakaka-gawa ng ganito kaya bear with me
the past weeks are the highlights of my 2010. have i told you that you make me smile everytime your name appears in my inbox? ang babaw no? pero little things like that is enough to complete my busy day.
eto na naman ako, analyzing all details, trying very hard to distinguish if you're just uber friendly or me something na. close friends keep on telling me to just enjoy and savor what ever is happening between the 2 of us.
basta kung ano man to, masaya ako. kini-claim ko na na ikaw ang "pahabol" na blessing ni God sa akin for 2010.
i hope to see you again

-pia