Tuesday, December 04, 2007

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what's the worst thing than finding a worm in your apple?
Answer:finding a half eaten worm in the core

what's the worst thing in finding that your ex-boyfriend has deleted your testimonials to him?
Answer: finding that he already has a new girlfriend by his side.


i totally broke down into pieces. the person was the only girl in his featured friends list. i viewed her profile out of curiousity, and voila! his testimonial says it all. the testimonial maybe ordinary for some, but for me, finding the in initials "OAO" at the end is heartwrenching. "OAO" means "One And Only". i should know, i used to receive letters from him with those initials written at the end.

she is of my age, a student of UST's college of law, hails from pangasinan, and from his testimonial, a shop-aholic and a good and humble person.

it's been almost 9 months, pero para akong binuhusan ng malamig na tubig ng makita. siguro dahil sa gitna ng mga nangyari, umaasa pa din ako na babalikan nya ko at magiging maayos ulit lahat at bubuuin ulit namin ang mga plano at pangarap namin ng sabay.

christopher, morch, hon, mahal na mahal pa din kita. ansakit sakit na. kakayanin ko pa ba? sana oo. sorry kung hindi kita napasaya at nabigay ang mga kailangan mo. uulitin ko, ansakit ansakit.

eto ang realidad ng buhay. na kahit gaano mo kamahal ang isang tao, kahit na gaano mo pa ipilit ang sarili mo, kapag umayaw siya, wala ka ng magagawa para mapabago pa ang isip nya.

kahit gaano kadami ang luhang ilabas mo at pagmamakaawa na gawin mo, hinding hindi na siya babalik kahit kelan.

kailangan mo ng simulan kalimutan ang mundong ginalawan mo na kasama siya, kasama ng mga plano at pangarap na binuo mo kasama siya.

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