defying gravity

For lcpl

Im still trying to wipe the smile off my face... After more than 3 years, somebody told me the 3 little words every human being wants and longs to hear...

that was almost 3 weeks ago....

Ngayon hindi ko na alam. Im getting mixed signals from you. Tatawag ka, magtetext ng parang wala bg bukas. Then bigla kang hindi na lang magpaparamdam for a day or two, pag nagparamdam ka ulit, parang walang nangyari. I don't know kung dahil sa "ka-bitchy-han" ko minsan sayo kaya nawalan ka na ng gana..

I don't want to commit the same mistakes i did (i.e. naghabol, nagpakita na mas nagmamahal ako) in my previous relationships kaya i tend to be bitchy especially pag "ka-sweetan" moments.

I don't even know if i like you already or i'm just overwhelmed with the attention you have been given me.


Song of the moment:
Too long i've been afraid of
Losing love i guess i've guess lost
Well,if that's love
It comes at much too high a cost
- Defying Gravity (Glee season 1)