Monday, October 31, 2011
leap of faith
4 years ago, I made my so-called leap of faith. And no regrets so far :D but i still misses them
Wednesday, October 19, 2011
i always cry while listening to thank you's
G,
May 12, 2010
you were a snob at first, pero siguro dala na yun na bago ka lang sa grupo during that time. Natatandaan mo pa ba yung unang communication natin? thru an email. you were asking for copies of some documents you need para makapag- cash advance. alam mo bang nasa inbox ko pa din yung email mo na yun. after the forum, you went back to your place, pero you immediately added me sa Facebook :)
you had me at your smile...
July 2010
i was feeling so down due to work related issue, i posted it on Facebook. and you replied asking me what happened (you can search this blog for that particular post). you told me that i should always wear my smile...
December 2010
we made plans of extending our stay in Cebu after the forum: you, Kuya and me. unfortunately, we were not permitted to do so due to a pending WHO related workshop that i need to attend to. when you walked into Parklane Hotel's door, i was smitten.
Remember our pool conversation? we were the only ones left in the swimming pool. we immediately exchanged stories as if we were old friends. i left the pool saying "malalim na tao to"
the 4 days we spent in Cebu will always be a sweet memory to me.
upon returning to Manila, the exchange of text messages came pouring in. you even changed mobile service provider. ang saya ko nun :D
December 24, 2010
We spent the whole day texting G... as in. Kain lang ang pahinga, muntik na nga natin makalimutan batiin ang isa't - isa ng "Merry Christmas"
the rest is documented here in my blog. and 2 weeks ago, akala ko, ibibigay na yung isa sa pinaka-matagal at pinaka-nais ko na wish...
False alarm lang pala...
G,
thank you
... for the book, 8th Confession
... for the Hopia and Durian preserves
... for making me laugh
... for making me feel special
... for the constant reminder to take care of myself
... for the kilig feelings
... for being at the receiving end of my rants and issues
... for sharing your stories with me
... for trusting me
... for the kulitan and kwentuhan
... for ignoring me coutless of times, it made me realize my worth more
... for sharing your secrets, dreams and ambitions in life with me
... for helping me realize that i can go the extra mile for that someone special
... for the good memories that i will remember every time it will rain
... and lastly, thank you G for your smile. it is what started it all
May 12, 2010
you were a snob at first, pero siguro dala na yun na bago ka lang sa grupo during that time. Natatandaan mo pa ba yung unang communication natin? thru an email. you were asking for copies of some documents you need para makapag- cash advance. alam mo bang nasa inbox ko pa din yung email mo na yun. after the forum, you went back to your place, pero you immediately added me sa Facebook :)
you had me at your smile...
July 2010
i was feeling so down due to work related issue, i posted it on Facebook. and you replied asking me what happened (you can search this blog for that particular post). you told me that i should always wear my smile...
December 2010
we made plans of extending our stay in Cebu after the forum: you, Kuya and me. unfortunately, we were not permitted to do so due to a pending WHO related workshop that i need to attend to. when you walked into Parklane Hotel's door, i was smitten.
Remember our pool conversation? we were the only ones left in the swimming pool. we immediately exchanged stories as if we were old friends. i left the pool saying "malalim na tao to"
the 4 days we spent in Cebu will always be a sweet memory to me.
upon returning to Manila, the exchange of text messages came pouring in. you even changed mobile service provider. ang saya ko nun :D
December 24, 2010
We spent the whole day texting G... as in. Kain lang ang pahinga, muntik na nga natin makalimutan batiin ang isa't - isa ng "Merry Christmas"
the rest is documented here in my blog. and 2 weeks ago, akala ko, ibibigay na yung isa sa pinaka-matagal at pinaka-nais ko na wish...
False alarm lang pala...
G,
thank you
... for the book, 8th Confession
... for the Hopia and Durian preserves
... for making me laugh
... for making me feel special
... for the constant reminder to take care of myself
... for the kilig feelings
... for being at the receiving end of my rants and issues
... for sharing your stories with me
... for trusting me
... for the kulitan and kwentuhan
... for ignoring me coutless of times, it made me realize my worth more
... for sharing your secrets, dreams and ambitions in life with me
... for helping me realize that i can go the extra mile for that someone special
... for the good memories that i will remember every time it will rain
... and lastly, thank you G for your smile. it is what started it all
giving up
After almost a year, sa tingin ko nagawa ko na lahat para maipakita na hindi lang kaibigan ang tingin ko sayo. Dinaan ko sa mga text messages na pagka sweet sweet. Pinakita ko sa pag assist sayo sa mga needs mo. Sa paghihintay at pagsama sayo hanggang sa makasakay ka ng plane pabalik sa inyo. Dinaan ko sa kanta (remember yung Migraine? "Oo nga pala, hindi nga pala tayo...") sa pagiging p.a. mo nung nandito ka sa Manila. Kahit antok na antok na ko, pinipilit ko lang to stay awake dahil i dont want to miss any text from you. I even went as far as telling you na special ka sa akin, but you just laughed and suddenly changed the topic....
Tama si Cris, hindi mo naman hiningi na gawin ko sayo yun. I did it on my own free will. Nobody told me, or forced me to do it.
Pero darating din pala yung point na sasabihin ko na ayaw ko na.
Ayaw ko na kasi masakit na kapag tinatawanan mo lang ako.
Ayaw ko na kasi nasasaktan na ko.
Ayaw ko na kasi nababalewala naman lahat ng ginagawa ko.
Ayaw ko na kasi despite ng pag eexpose ko sa feelings ko, you still remain apathetic.
Ayaw ko na kasi mas lalo pa ko nahuhulog sayo habang tumatagal.
Ayaw ko na kasi mahal na kita.
Ayaw ko na kasi alam kong hindi mo ko mamahalin pabalik.
I know i've said it many times already, but i think, this is finally it.
I give up.
pia
10.19.11
Tama si Cris, hindi mo naman hiningi na gawin ko sayo yun. I did it on my own free will. Nobody told me, or forced me to do it.
Pero darating din pala yung point na sasabihin ko na ayaw ko na.
Ayaw ko na kasi masakit na kapag tinatawanan mo lang ako.
Ayaw ko na kasi nasasaktan na ko.
Ayaw ko na kasi nababalewala naman lahat ng ginagawa ko.
Ayaw ko na kasi despite ng pag eexpose ko sa feelings ko, you still remain apathetic.
Ayaw ko na kasi mas lalo pa ko nahuhulog sayo habang tumatagal.
Ayaw ko na kasi mahal na kita.
Ayaw ko na kasi alam kong hindi mo ko mamahalin pabalik.
I know i've said it many times already, but i think, this is finally it.
I give up.
pia
10.19.11
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i had the most amazing weekend when you were here in Manila. you were talking to me again G...
SIngapore!
1. with the Marina Bay Sands Hotel as the background
2. Goofing around with Marvin inside the Singapore Flyer
3. Ate, Nanay and Marvin at the world's largest observatory deck, Singapore Flyer
Loving Singapore
one of my ultimate dream aside from getting married is to be able to have my picture taken with Merlion, the mythical creature that is associated with Singapore. and i finally did, thanks to a family trip with Nanay, Ate and Marvin last Sept 15-18, 2011.
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