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voltaire delos reyes: ei gurl
Ni: yes pogi
voltaire delos reyes: balita?
Ni: me bago akong baby
voltaire delos reyes: hmmm... expound
Ni: wait..
Ni: nakita mo?
voltaire delos reyes: ehehe!v
oltaire delos reyes: si blackout!!!
Ni: hmp
Ni: vivien name nya
voltaire delos reyes: financially and physically
Ni: anong financially ang physically?
Ni: di ko gets
voltaire delos reyes: hmmm... walang pera and walang lakas
Ni: hehehe
voltaire delos reyes: gs2 ko ng pasta
Ni: ako din!
Ni: pesto
voltaire delos reyes: may noodles ako and may cream... kaso walang dahon at chicken or bacon as alternative
Ni: sayang Ni: 1 day to go!!!!!!!1
voltaire delos reyes: hehehe! that freakin dark cherry mocha better be good
Ni: naku, di yun ang inaabangan ko
Ni: yung stickers
voltaire delos reyes: ayos ba stat msg ko?
Ni: aaww...
Ni: sweeness
Ni: sweetness
voltaire delos reyes: hehe
Ni: uy question
voltaire delos reyes: ano po?
Ni: bigla lang nag-pop sa mind ko
Ni: hindi ba ko nice?
voltaire delos reyes: depends how you define nice?
Ni: hmm teka ano
Ni: pano ko ba sasabihin?
Ni: in short, hindi ba ko lovable?
voltaire delos reyes: lovable ka naman... pro we can't expect everybody to do so
voltaire delos reyes: st. francis was thrown out by his own town
voltaire delos reyes: before he got accepted
Ni: bigla ko lang kasi naiisp, it's been almost 2 years since yung last relationship ko
Ni: dont get me wrong
Ni: i've enjoyed the 2 years na single ako
Ni: pero ayaw ko dumating sa point na masanay ako
voltaire delos reyes: yan un conversation ko w/ my HS kada kanina eh
voltaire delos reyes: for me kse a relationship is like getting to heaven
voltaire delos reyes: you get there because you're good... but you can't demand to get there because you're good
voltaire delos reyes: for a relationship to work, or for you to get something from it... you need to want to have it so you can give something
voltaire delos reyes: if you want it because you're sad or something like that, it won't solve it
Ni: not naman na im sad being single
voltaire delos reyes: eka nga sa cool runnings na movie... "if you're not happy without it, you won't be happy with it"
voltaire delos reyes: i know... but you sound like you're incomplete
Ni: not incomplete
Ni: pwede ba yung "there's something missing"? o incomplete na din yun?
Ni:
voltaire delos reyes: hahaha! nde ba incomplete nga un if something's missing?
Ni: hahahaha
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Ni: kasi ang definition ko ng incomplete eh yung hindi ka masaya kasi you're not in a relationship
voltaire delos reyes: well... for me, incomplete is incomplete
voltaire delos reyes: if you're incomplete, you have no right to be in a relationship coz you have nothing to offer
voltaire delos reyes:
Ni: oo nga
voltaire delos reyes: if you love someone (which is "the" reason why you should be in a relationship), you should be able to give your wholesef... if not, don't bother
voltaire delos reyes: fix yourself first... find your inner smile
Ni: what if i think i've already fixed myself, but wala pa din?
voltaire delos reyes: i always tell people... if you feel you need a gf/bf to be happy, you don't need one
Ni: interesting ang usap natin hehehe
voltaire delos reyes: depende... if by "wala pa din" you mean literally walang jowa, there's nothing wrong with that. but if may additional pa na, wala pa and i'm getting frustrated na... then you might need to reconsider how fixed na nga ba
voltaire delos reyes: i like un term ni dawn eden... are you single or "singular"
Ni: singular?
voltaire delos reyes: single people focus on what they lack... lack of a gf/bf, lack of this or that
voltaire delos reyes: singular people focus on what they have... relationship with God
Ni: ah
Ni: minsan single, minsan singular...
voltaire delos reyes:
Ni: im just being honest volt
voltaire delos reyes: i know
voltaire delos reyes: and i'm just saying... i know what you mean coz i feel it... but you have to rethink why do you want a relationship?
Ni: para me taga-sundo
Ni: JOKE!!!
voltaire delos reyes: with that state, you can have a bf, but how far can that go? especially pag pareho kayo ng state?
voltaire delos reyes: to be honest, i'm dying to have a relationship din kaso ayaw kong hilaw
Ni: then?
voltaire delos reyes: then i try to just focus on fixing myself... strenthening my weaknesses, working on my habitual sins, and trying to accept that God loves me and He is enough
voltaire delos reyes: ever thought about when people were interested in you... i mean kelan un pinaka-visible sila sa buhay mo?
Ni: hmmNi: nag-hang ako volt, explain
voltaire delos reyes: which one?
Ni: yung kelan naging visible sa buhay
voltaire delos reyes: like kelan maraming nagka-interest syo?
voltaire delos reyes: or kelan un maraming nakapansin na... hey, laarni's here
voltaire delos reyes: whether for them or for others
Ni: kapag bloming ako?
Ni: voltaire delos reyes: hehehe! cge... when ka blooming?
voltaire delos reyes: is it when you're looking for a guy or when you're just focusing on what you felt you needed to do?
Ni: come to think of it
voltaire delos reyes: i may be wrong ah... but for me, un pinakamarami akong narinig na guys na umaligid syo was when you weren't looking for them in one way or another
Ni: actually, tama ka
Ni: kasi like yung ke richard, i was not looking for someone that time
voltaire delos reyes: and don't get me wrong ah... i'm not saying na stop going out... wala ka rin magiging boy dun... but what i'm trying to say is, stop wasting your time worrying if you'll have a boy, and just make yourself better
voltaire delos reyes: then wait for the boys to come
voltaire delos reyes:
voltaire delos reyes: if they don't, you still got out of it a better person who's complete for who she is coz God's enough
voltaire delos reyes: it's not easy... nakaka-miss may jowawi... but don't let that make you sad
voltaire delos reyes: make that challenge you to learn how to give more
voltaire delos reyes: we know how to love because God taught us how
voltaire delos reyes: and God taught us to love by giving ourselves completely
Ni: parang minsan kasi di ko maiiwasan maisip na "bat ganun?"
voltaire delos reyes: i do so myself
voltaire delos reyes: know what i do when i ask myself those questions?
Ni: what?voltaire delos reyes: i tell myself... "kya ka walang gf eh... God wants you to be ready pa and have it to the fullest versus having another heartache"
voltaire delos reyes:
voltaire delos reyes: gusto ko ng burger!!!
voltaire delos reyes: txt mo si lester... burger and fries tayo!!!
Ni: hindi na ako pwede
Ni: tomorrow gusto mo mag-starbucks?
voltaire delos reyes: back to work na ko bukas
voltaire delos reyes: 12am na uwi ko
Ni: hindi ka na pala tao
voltaire delos reyes: ehehe
voltaire delos reyes: yeah
voltaire delos reyes: ganon na nga
voltaire delos reyes: ewan ko bavoltaire delos reyes: stressed na ko talaga sa work ko
Ni: tiis na lanh
voltaire delos reyes: ganon na nga
voltaire delos reyes: til magkalilipatan
Ni: hahaha Ni: uy, thnak
Ni: thanks ha
voltaire delos reyes: nyek! wala nga ata naitulong eh
Ni: actually meron
Ni: na tama nga talaga, darating yun when you least expected it
voltaire delos reyes: ehehe