Monday, November 21, 2011

Short vacation

Just got back from a 4 day vacation in Coron. Took a short rest away from everything. But G never escaped my mind.
Masakit yung fact na online kayo pareho, pero kahit yung simpleng hi mula sa kanya, wala.
Kaya mas tumitindi yung paniniwala mo na kinakausap ka lang niya kapag kailangan niya yung tulong mo. At dahil ngayon eh wala siyang tulong na kailangan, hindi ka niya kilala.
11.20.2011

PA for hire

monday night, nov 14, G texted me na me pinadala siya. So, 12 noon dumaan kami sa pal cargo ng service vehicle namin, galing nman kami sa kabilang airport so malapit lang. It turned out,delayed yung flight kaya past 1 na daw marerelease. Eh need na bumalik ng boss ko sa office,kaya di na kmi nagstay.

Nagtext ako sa hr na kung pwede ba na bukas na lng ibgay yung docs na kasama sa pinadala nya. D daw pwede kasi mapepenalize sila sa civil service at baka madelay pa yung issuance ng appointment paper ni G.

Ginawa ko, bumalik kami ng office, me inasikasong trabaho, 230pm, bumyahe ako pabalik ng airport. Pier-airport, commute kasi di na pwede magrequest ng sasakyan.

Pagdating sa pal cargo, 1 box pala yun, sabay buhos ng ulan. Para umabot ung papers nya sa hr before 5pm, napilitan ako magtaxi pabalik ng pier...

Ending, naipasa ko yung papers nya, nabigyan ko ng tig-4 bottles na spanish sardines si hr at boss, nagbayad ako ng 200 sa taxi, nag thank u siya, tapos di na ulit nagtext hanggang ngayon.

Ansaya saya.

dakilang PA ang peg ko.

Tinatawanan ko na lang, pero ang totoo,
2 nights na ko umiiyak dahil sa nangyari. sana lagi na lang siya me kailangan sakin, para lagi nya ko kakausapin...

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Mantra

Pretend that he doesn't exists. It hurts less. It's not worth having for...

Masakit ba kamo?

Still no mention about the letter. Akala ko, pwede din ako mahalin ng taong mahal ko...

Sunday, November 06, 2011

last hurrah

11.04.11
Hi,
I’m not good with personal discussions, and I’m a self-confessed sucker for writing letters 
Why the popcorn? I just want to make you smile after your somewhat toxic and busy work schedule this week.

Weeks ago, I told you that you’re special. I can still remember your reply “thanks ”. Sorry for being too upfront, I’m just being myself.

May I be honest with you? I thought that the feeling’s mutual, but it seems that I’m wrong. My fault, it’s a bad case of over assuming and expecting.

There, I’ve said it. wow.

Anyway, I’m hoping that things will not be awkward between us after this, especially in Cebu this December. But if you will choose to stay away from me, I’ll try to understand and accept that it’s the consequence of what I’ve done.

Enjoy the popcorn!

laarni