spidey

until the very last minute, i was hoping for the impossible. but then again, wala pala talaga.

While on-board the plane pauwi ng Manila, i was crying uncontrollably. Wala na kong pakialam na tingin ng tingin na yung katabi ko sa akin. The hell with them, hindi naman na nila ako makikita ulit and hindi naman nila alam kung gaano kasakit yung pinag-dadaanan ko.

I texted you before boarding:

"until the very last minute, I was hoping for the impossible, but then again, wala pala talaga. ingat ka spidey"

but you never responded.

I am hurting so much....