7 hours to go before the year ends, and I'm still hoping for the impossible. Madami pang pwedeng mangyari within 7 hours. But if my heart's desire is not Yours o Lord, I will concede.
- pia
Saturday, December 31, 2011
goodbye G
Hi, lulubus lubusin ko na ang pagiging honest ko. Gusto ko lang naman malaman kung ano ba tayo. Matatanggap ko naman kung sasabihin mo na friends/officemates tayo. At least clear dba?
12.11.12
I sent him this message 3 weeks ago, and he did not responded, until now... he didn't even greeted me last Christmas day.
Hi, i just hope you're ok. Don't worry, I won't be bothering you anymore. I'm sorry for whatever annoyances I may have brought. Happy new year.
12.29.11
Again, I sent this message thru his Facebook, and the same thing happened.
It's 17 hours before 2012.
maybe it's just not for me.
maybe this is really goodbye.
Truly,
"Just because something need to be told,it does not always need to be heard" -Kevin to Robin
HIMYM s 7 ep10
12.11.12
I sent him this message 3 weeks ago, and he did not responded, until now... he didn't even greeted me last Christmas day.
Hi, i just hope you're ok. Don't worry, I won't be bothering you anymore. I'm sorry for whatever annoyances I may have brought. Happy new year.
12.29.11
Again, I sent this message thru his Facebook, and the same thing happened.
It's 17 hours before 2012.
maybe it's just not for me.
maybe this is really goodbye.
Truly,
"Just because something need to be told,it does not always need to be heard" -Kevin to Robin
HIMYM s 7 ep10
Tuesday, December 27, 2011
wish list
i only want one thing this Christmas and I already accepted the fact that I'm not gonna get it no matter how good I be. Not next Christmas nor the next after that. The only gift I receiver this year is acceptance
- post of a former classmate.same sentiments
- post of a former classmate.same sentiments
Sunday, December 11, 2011
Thank You
G,
May 12, 2010
you were a snob at first, pero siguro dala na yun na bago ka lang sa grupo during that time. Natatandaan mo pa ba yung unang communication natin? thru an email. you were asking for copies of some documents you need para makapag- cash advance. alam mo bang nasa inbox ko pa din yung email mo na yun. after the forum, you went back to your place, pero you immediately added me sa Facebook :)
you had me at your smile...
July 2010
i was feeling so down due to work related issue, i posted it on Facebook. and you replied asking me what happened (you can search this blog for that particular post). you told me that i should always wear my smile...
December 2010
we made plans of extending our stay in Cebu after the forum: you, Kuya and me. unfortunately, we were not permitted to do so due to a pending WHO related workshop that i need to attend to. when you walked into Parklane Hotel's door, i was smitten.
Remember our pool conversation? we were the only ones left in the swimming pool. we immediately exchanged stories as if we were old friends. i left the pool saying "malalim na tao to"
the 4 days we spent in Cebu will always be a sweet memory to me.
upon returning to Manila, the exchange of text messages came pouring in. you even changed mobile service provider. ang saya ko nun :D
December 24, 2010
We spent the whole day texting G... as in. Kain lang ang pahinga, muntik na nga natin makalimutan batiin ang isa't - isa ng "Merry Christmas"
the rest is documented here in my blog. and 2 weeks ago, akala ko, ibibigay na yung isa sa pinaka-matagal at pinaka-nais ko na wish...
False alarm lang pala...
G,
thank you
... for the book, 8th Confession
... for the Hopia and Durian preserves
... for making me laugh
... for making me feel special
... for the constant reminder to take care of myself
... for the kilig feeling
... for being at the receiving end of my rants and issues
... for sharing your stories with me
... for trusting me
... for the kulitan and kwentuhan
... for ignoring me coutless of times, it made me realize my worth more
... for sharing your secrets, dreams and ambitions in life with me
... for helping me realize that i can go the extra mile for that someone special
... for the good memories that i will remember every time it will rain
... and lastly, thank you G for your smile. it is what started it all
May 12, 2010
you were a snob at first, pero siguro dala na yun na bago ka lang sa grupo during that time. Natatandaan mo pa ba yung unang communication natin? thru an email. you were asking for copies of some documents you need para makapag- cash advance. alam mo bang nasa inbox ko pa din yung email mo na yun. after the forum, you went back to your place, pero you immediately added me sa Facebook :)
you had me at your smile...
July 2010
i was feeling so down due to work related issue, i posted it on Facebook. and you replied asking me what happened (you can search this blog for that particular post). you told me that i should always wear my smile...
December 2010
we made plans of extending our stay in Cebu after the forum: you, Kuya and me. unfortunately, we were not permitted to do so due to a pending WHO related workshop that i need to attend to. when you walked into Parklane Hotel's door, i was smitten.
Remember our pool conversation? we were the only ones left in the swimming pool. we immediately exchanged stories as if we were old friends. i left the pool saying "malalim na tao to"
the 4 days we spent in Cebu will always be a sweet memory to me.
upon returning to Manila, the exchange of text messages came pouring in. you even changed mobile service provider. ang saya ko nun :D
December 24, 2010
We spent the whole day texting G... as in. Kain lang ang pahinga, muntik na nga natin makalimutan batiin ang isa't - isa ng "Merry Christmas"
the rest is documented here in my blog. and 2 weeks ago, akala ko, ibibigay na yung isa sa pinaka-matagal at pinaka-nais ko na wish...
False alarm lang pala...
G,
thank you
... for the book, 8th Confession
... for the Hopia and Durian preserves
... for making me laugh
... for making me feel special
... for the constant reminder to take care of myself
... for the kilig feeling
... for being at the receiving end of my rants and issues
... for sharing your stories with me
... for trusting me
... for the kulitan and kwentuhan
... for ignoring me coutless of times, it made me realize my worth more
... for sharing your secrets, dreams and ambitions in life with me
... for helping me realize that i can go the extra mile for that someone special
... for the good memories that i will remember every time it will rain
... and lastly, thank you G for your smile. it is what started it all
Originally posted almost 2 months ago. puro rants lang naman ang laman ng blog na 'to, baka boring or masyadong emo para sa iba. pero eto kasi ang outlet ko. walang basagan ng trip :D
if ever manalo sa pa-contest ni gillboard, ireregalo ko ke G ang jacket :-)
spidey
until the very last minute, i was hoping for the impossible. but then again, wala pala talaga.
While on-board the plane pauwi ng Manila, i was crying uncontrollably. Wala na kong pakialam na tingin ng tingin na yung katabi ko sa akin. The hell with them, hindi naman na nila ako makikita ulit and hindi naman nila alam kung gaano kasakit yung pinag-dadaanan ko.
I texted you before boarding:
"until the very last minute, I was hoping for the impossible, but then again, wala pala talaga. ingat ka spidey"
but you never responded.
I am hurting so much....
Saturday, December 10, 2011
a year after
In a few hours, i will be leaving Cebu. And i made a promise that i will leave everything and will never look back. But until the very last minute, i am still hoping for a change of heart, your heart.
It's been a year since i've said that i've left something in Cebu. It was my heart. And now, i will leave it again, broken and hurt, to start anew and maybe eventually find that special person who will make me realize why it didn't work for us.
G, i'm hoping that this will be the last time i will be writing about you. I hope you find your "star". And if you do, please don't run away. I will envy the girl who will be able to make you fall in-love.
I'm now signing off.
-Laarni
121011
0201H
Cebu City
It's been a year since i've said that i've left something in Cebu. It was my heart. And now, i will leave it again, broken and hurt, to start anew and maybe eventually find that special person who will make me realize why it didn't work for us.
G, i'm hoping that this will be the last time i will be writing about you. I hope you find your "star". And if you do, please don't run away. I will envy the girl who will be able to make you fall in-love.
I'm now signing off.
-Laarni
121011
0201H
Cebu City
Sunday, December 04, 2011
HIMYM quotes
"I'm not a New York Yankee. Any other night, I would probably try to convince you that I am, but I'm not.I'm just some guy who's in love with the girl that just left. And she's... never gonna feel the same way."
- Barney Stinson, HIMYM season 4
- Barney Stinson, HIMYM season 4
Friday, December 02, 2011
himym
"Sometimes love means taking a step back. If you care about somebody, you would want them to be happy even if you wind up getting left out"-Ted Mosby, HIMYM S7 EP4
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